why am i here?
why am i doing this again?
why am i putting up with this?
i don’t want this
i don’t enjoy this
this is not what i want

i am not being who i want to be
i am not doing what i want to do
i am not experiencing what i want to experience
i am not happy
i want so much more than i have
i want so much more that what i see my future being
is this all there is to life?
this can’t be all there is!
how do i get what i want?
live your truth!